Over it.

Ok I'm over that downer I had in my last blog. Not sure why I'm getting mood swings like that. Maybe I'm bipolar, or it could be alcohol withdrawals. Or it could be manopause.  It wasn't fake, rather just a bit over-dramatic in expression.

What I do need to is get the running shoes out and start running again. I've not run since Two Oceans, been taking a break while this stitched up wound on my arm heals. Tonight I'll go for a run when I get home and take Tammy with, she can ride her bicycle alongside me. She needs the exercise too. She is also getting a bit on the chubby side from all the crap she eats. I don't feed her said crap and I'm not there to give it to her (last night I came home and she was eating the processed chicken nuggets and a toasted cheese sandwich, no veggies of any kind). The sight of which (mountain of carbs) made me cringe but as I only get home at that stage and she's being fed by granny who is pretty much more parent to her than her own parents I don't really have a say when nobody takes my side. On Monday it was pizza for lunch and supper and again for lunch the next day. That really upsets me but if I mention it I get shat on. What I can do is help her get some exercise to burn off all the kuk she eats, then when we get back home I'll cook something healthy, if she hasn't already had a dinner of carbs.

See this is one of those frustrations of having a lack of resources and time to take control. If I'm not there to provide nor have the money to buy loads of healthy stuff then it becomes difficult to argue against the gang. I get into so much shit for speaking out that usually I rather just keep quiet and pour a drink.

So after the run and dinner I'm looking forward to spending some more time on my bottle label design, and doing some work on my website. And last night I downloaded the season finale for Walking Dead which I'm excited to see.

Oh, and I have to pack for this dreaded weekend away. While we're there I'll be motivating for some energetic and free outdoors activities like hiking in the mountains, walking on the beach, etc. to save a buck.

But first I have to deal with my absolute pet hate in life - sitting in the horrid traffic that makes up my hated travel home.

Oh the joys...