Waiting waiting waiting...

One of my pet hates in this life is waiting. I'm an inherently impatient human being with a restless personality, to have to hang around pointlessly and wait causes chemical friction in my brain that makes my blood boil and my hackles rise to the point that I'm in a bad mood for hours.

This is what's happening right now. I finished work at 3, wife won't be out before 3.45. So I have to sit in the hot car and wait. Were it not for my mobile phone to keep busy I would probably lose my nut and go mad! At least now I've got this newly discovered Blogger app to take my frustrations out on. The worry is through frustrating I might hammer a hole in my phone screen soon.

Usually when wife will be this late I'll go have a beer at the golf club down the road, but today I plan to go to gym when we get home, so beer is not an option. So this waiting is cutting into my weekend time and plans, the details of which are two posts back. This winds me up seriously because it's precious time lost, wasted, time I'll never get back from the limited time left steadily decreasing until death stops my finite clock.

I suppose I have to understand that she has to be late for work commitments, so it's just tuff shit for me, no point in getting upset and making a scene because then I become the asshole.

Tick tock...

You can see I'm not happy.

But so it goes in my world. Just shut up and suck it up.

Apologies, I know I said I'd try to be calmer and more tolerant and less agro. It's not always easy just sucking up thankless expectation and getting crap for being annoyed.

I hate waiting!!

Tick tock tick tock...